Jun 27, 2010

Mask.

People can be so fake.
"Oh we should definitely hang out this summer!"
"We're hanging out this summer right?"
"Let's go to ___________"
I'm all for honestly. Don't give me your bullshit covered little nothings to make me feel as though you actually give a shit about my existence. I know when someone is lying to me and I know when someone is trying to but on an act. I have excellent gut feelings for such things. So this game you're trying to play with me is a game you cannot win.

Whenever people make promises to me. The almost, 99% of the time never follow through. Sort of a curse I have I guess.

Someone.

As much as I love spending time by myself I wish there were someone else I had a tight bond with.
Ha, I sound really desperate right now but looking at the many days I have of summer it just frightens me how lonely those days might be.

Life's a trip.

So it is finally summer vacation and I am overly happy.
I want to do it all. Hang out with only people worth hanging out with, gaining confidence, meeting new people and finding a fucking job. I honestly didn't think it'd be this hard to find a job. It'd be perfect if I could get I job where I volunteer but unfortunately i'd have to be certified. Boo.

I wish I could have spent this summer is some unknown place, cause I absolutely loathe where I live. It's inhabited with clones. No one here is original or different. Just the same. One of the reasons I like America. It seems to have a broad variety of people. Well, only a matter of time before I move out of this shithole anyway.

I need to do some reasearch and see if ******* has any clubs or groups that are art or photography based. I think i'd meet some awesome people that way. Yeah.

So this was probably the most random blog i've ever posted but this all needed to be said.

Jun 25, 2010

Jun 24, 2010

Not something I need but something i'd like to have.

I really want to meet someone who's into the same things that into. And when I say this I mean music, hobby, style and humor wise. I'm all for the fact that you don't have to be friends with someone based on common likes and dislikes but I think i'd be nice if I had a friend who shared similar interests. It'd make things like going to concerts, shopping and doing things with much easier. Oh well, a girl can wish.

School's out for summer.

Yes, finally I am free.
So fucking happy about it too and proud of myself for pulling through towards the end of this year. Next years I will be getting A's.

Alright, so there's a ton of this I want to do this summer so I thought it'd be best if I list them here!
  • Make videos - Vlogs, Stopmotions, etc.
  • Take photos (That's guaranteed.)
  • Draw (Also guaranteed)
  • Post outfits on Lookbook.
  • Find a film camera
  • Study in preperation for the 11th grade.
  • Do something crazy with my hair.
  • Learn how to play the guitar.
  • Decide which Uni/College I'd like to go to.
  • Learn how to Skateboard.
  • Rewatch LOST as well as catching up on shows and movies.
  • Find a job.

Jun 14, 2010

Hello!

It's been forever since I've blogged here!
Well the reason why I made an effort to log on is because I got a beauteous film slr, a Zenit 122 to be exact and I am beyond happy and excited. It will lounging around my neck for the entire summer. Besides that, life's been great. I met a lot of awesome people as of late and I also got to know a lot of people better. Not only that, but i'm breaking out of my shell. So proud of myself. I guess it was only a matter of time. Basically what's been happening for the past week is Exams. I'm quite happy it's exam time because that only means that summer is near and I truly can not wait to be able to do simple things like waking up later and wasting a day on the computer with no worries because you're given another day to make up for it. This summer I plan on getting a job, hanging out with friends of course, thrifting, studying a bit so that i'm prepared for the following year, doing something crazy with my hair, learning guitar, losing weight & reading the Harry Potter series as well as other books that i'll purchase during the summer. Yep. Guess i'll post a few pictures that I took today.