Oh, summer.

Today was pretty sweet.
Hung out with friends that I haven't seen since school ended and it 'twas good.
At first it was awkward. Like beyond awkward. I just kept wondering why everyone was so quiet. Haha but that all subsided a bit further into the day. We went into store after store and didn't really see anything we liked. That kind of discouraged me 'cause I was so pumped to go shopping but the day didn't really consist of shopping. Which sucked 'cause the mall was pretty far. Oh well. After that we and mah' bff went to watch a movie. I never suspected that we'd end up watching Charlie St. Cloud seeing as how I was so set on watching Inception but Charlie St. Cloud was really good. I actually can't believe I liked it as much as I do considering I said it looked shitty and the fact that i'm more of an action, horror girl. :\ I guess I should broaden my taste in movies a bit. Anyways, today was lovely. :)

Mask.

People can be so fake.
"Oh we should definitely hang out this summer!"
"We're hanging out this summer right?"
"Let's go to ___________"
I'm all for honestly. Don't give me your bullshit covered little nothings to make me feel as though you actually give a shit about my existence. I know when someone is lying to me and I know when someone is trying to but on an act. I have excellent gut feelings for such things. So this game you're trying to play with me is a game you cannot win.

Whenever people make promises to me. The almost, 99% of the time never follow through. Sort of a curse I have I guess.

Someone.

As much as I love spending time by myself I wish there were someone else I had a tight bond with.
Ha, I sound really desperate right now but looking at the many days I have of summer it just frightens me how lonely those days might be.

Not something I need but something i'd like to have.

I really want to meet someone who's into the same things that into. And when I say this I mean music, hobby, style and humor wise. I'm all for the fact that you don't have to be friends with someone based on common likes and dislikes but I think i'd be nice if I had a friend who shared similar interests. It'd make things like going to concerts, shopping and doing things with much easier. Oh well, a girl can wish.