Low.

Right now I feel so low.
It's kind of crazy because I had such an awesome day yesterday with a friend.
I'm not sure what happened. Earlier today I was doing fine up until a few minutes ago.
I'm guessing it's because it's now hitting me how close it is until school starts.
I absolutely hate school.
I don't think i'll be talking too much this time around. Just keep to myself. That'll be the best route any how since my goal is to focus more and do better. This way there'll be no distractions.
Ah. Maybe I just need to sleep this off.

Oh, summer.

Today was pretty sweet.
Hung out with friends that I haven't seen since school ended and it 'twas good.
At first it was awkward. Like beyond awkward. I just kept wondering why everyone was so quiet. Haha but that all subsided a bit further into the day. We went into store after store and didn't really see anything we liked. That kind of discouraged me 'cause I was so pumped to go shopping but the day didn't really consist of shopping. Which sucked 'cause the mall was pretty far. Oh well. After that we and mah' bff went to watch a movie. I never suspected that we'd end up watching Charlie St. Cloud seeing as how I was so set on watching Inception but Charlie St. Cloud was really good. I actually can't believe I liked it as much as I do considering I said it looked shitty and the fact that i'm more of an action, horror girl. :\ I guess I should broaden my taste in movies a bit. Anyways, today was lovely. :)

Lazy.

Hello!
Lately I've been doing the same things. But I like it this way. It's far to hot to go outside anyways. Tomorrow I'm going thrifting with a friend and next week I'll be off to the movies and then downtown the following weekend. Yes. Also, i've become very interested in Gyaru fashion. I like Rokku gyaru the best. It's so pretty. I also set a plan for myself to lose 20 lbs before school starts and I actually think it'll happen, so wish me luck!

Life's a trip.

So it is finally summer vacation and I am overly happy.
I want to do it all. Hang out with only people worth hanging out with, gaining confidence, meeting new people and finding a fucking job. I honestly didn't think it'd be this hard to find a job. It'd be perfect if I could get I job where I volunteer but unfortunately i'd have to be certified. Boo.

I wish I could have spent this summer is some unknown place, cause I absolutely loathe where I live. It's inhabited with clones. No one here is original or different. Just the same. One of the reasons I like America. It seems to have a broad variety of people. Well, only a matter of time before I move out of this shithole anyway.

I need to do some reasearch and see if ******* has any clubs or groups that are art or photography based. I think i'd meet some awesome people that way. Yeah.

So this was probably the most random blog i've ever posted but this all needed to be said.

School's out for summer.

Yes, finally I am free.
So fucking happy about it too and proud of myself for pulling through towards the end of this year. Next years I will be getting A's.

Alright, so there's a ton of this I want to do this summer so I thought it'd be best if I list them here!

• Make videos - Vlogs, Stopmotions, etc.
• Take photos (That's guaranteed.)
• Draw (Also guaranteed)
• Post outfits on Lookbook.
• Find a film camera
• Study in preperation for the 11th grade.
• Do something crazy with my hair.
• Learn how to play the guitar.
• Decide which Uni/College I'd like to go to.
  
• Learn how to Skateboard.
• Rewatch LOST as well as catching up on shows and movies.
• Find a job.